Dear us.

His friend was right , He's stupid ! He has to face the effects that he has lost my trust , fine relationship & for sure he has lost the goods in me . Our conversation , its feels like aren't the same . The different is, i doubt him . He say he love me but deep inside me said he didn't mean it . What a pathetic feelings right ? I don't have anybody else who can comfort me like you do as a friend & my boyfie as well . That's why im giving you a second chance or third or forth , i cant remember.. 

'If you love two person at the same time , Choose the second one, 

Because , If you love the first one , You wouldn't falling love for the second'

Then , i told him , SET ME FREE . but he wont , He's being so greedy . Ive been realised by my surrounding before & also the matured . then i've decided why not if were just become a friends . I mean , Good friends , BFF , A friends with benefits 'someone teach me this kind of relationship' :P At the same time , you can live ur life & likes whoever you wants without feels guilty. i was suffering to know you're falling love with somebody else coincidently. That guilty feelings will REALLY kills you slowly , smoothly , passionately. trust me . and at the end , u'll dead. +.+

We're eighteen ! there's a long long way that we've to been through . We dont know what will happen next . But the possibly to having crush with someone else are something that we cant avoid as an adolescence . Lets face the fact that we're too young for something serious . I wish i didnt met you earlier . but that was god's plan . there's always a silver lining behind it . I was lucky to know you . BUT dear you , me , we , us .. Be independent , i know that someday you wont like how we used to be now . You'll be okay without me , untied me , live ur life & move on. XOXO