Nehh , heart saying

i think i've to be cruel so ppl don't take advantage of me , its you , you mke me .

oh godd , i wish i can go through all this & wont regret anything . it's the scariest thing fr me oh , regrett !
did you believe in soulmate ? it's the person you can only met once in your lifetime .
im scared if he's the person , i try to stop , i've badly try but still cant - -

what should i do ? & i still confuse neither i like the person in my past or the real person now , but he's still the same rite , but my pals say , myb i like him but more to the person in my memory . but actly he's still the same . there's no big deal with now or past . he's still him .

sometimes i feel like a fool cuz stay still here in the box . myb he's the person i never can forget . but he don't even say sorry for stealing & dnt return it to me fr years . i lost a piece of my heart for years you know ?
how can it be ? honestly , im a difficult one , but i lose to him .i'll try not let any of them stole it again , once they stole , im in sufferr xI